Wondering what is happing to me
My mind is wavering and wobbling now
Deeming on some dangerous things,
Dancing in the brain now.
Memories! Memories! Oh my memories
Mixing my mirth and melancholy
Making those worst old days in to best,
And, converting best into worst.
Achievements fly like dreams
Accidents always accompany.
Happy moments stay for hours
And agonizing moments sustain all the time.
What is not needed is with me
And wants and needs are concealed
I am thinking and laughing of those angry moments
And feeling sad upon those happy moments
Saddest minutes are slaying the happiest days
And these bloody minutes become spectators.
This mind is dying without knowing its dying.
And this body is punished for no reason.
Thunders and heavy rains didn’t touch me
But, drizzles deject me a lot
Pains and injuries didn’t put me down
Now, scars scare me on the spot
Bane or boon I never know!
Blessed or cursed I never want to know.
The beatific peace of mine is broken
As the brain is severely blemished.
Being not able to be myself
Brave boy is gradually becoming brittle bloke
The past is putting down my present.
And makes me panicking of my future.
Killing kiss and harming hugs
Threatening touches and slaying words
Massing in the mind and
Haunting, horrifying hammering me
It’s all because you my memories
It’s all because of you!
You’re stronger than iron rod
Striking, striking, and striking inside me to the core.
Stay away my memories!
Stay away from me!
Stay away for my peace
Stay away till I live
Or stay away till I die!
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