POEM: THE LETTER, TO MY PEACE

 Hi my dear lost peace

How are you after leaving me?

Here I am not fine in your absentia!

Hope you are also doing the same.

The time is exactly 10 PM.

I’ve sworn to quest you in the darkness

You left me with no concern

Do you know what is happing now?

It is not me inside me!

I’ve begun losing my own identity!

Million stars travel in the sky have no crash

Minimum memories in my mind but why clash?

Perambulating alone on the isolated terrace

The wind is still and chilling the night

My nostril alone is inhaling the blaze!

It gets inside and burns my heart

The oxygen turns into a perilous blaze and burns

The flare catch holds of my liver

Whisks to the heart and sworn to leave no part

It limps to pump since the blood turns into fire as well

Here is the strange Tsunami in the brain now!

In the form of tireless fire!

Waving from the left hemisphere to the right!

The brain, which consists of 80 percent of water, evaporating now!

My blood is flooding outside the nerves

But strangely festinating inside the skin!

My bones are sensing the symptom of seism

Shaking with fear for finding no leechdom

It all happens due to your departure

None could detect this invisible flame

No smoke, no light but horrible the torture

Missing you is my mistake, I take the blame

This world is converting words in to pains

Sent, sent and slain my senses 

I am now converting my pains into words

Where to send, know none except you my friend

I know they were all painful moments

But assumed that you could bear those pains

And failed to notice you dying inside

Was it that much painful to go out of me?

The clock strikes 11:00 I guess

I can’t leave without getting you back

I thought of others and not of you

But never expected the punishment of losing you

I know what had made you leave me

For I am also the reason forgot to protect you from injuries

Failed to launch the missile and let it burst here

Without heeding that you were inside me

The time is 11:30 now

My mom would be seeking me inside the hall

I pray she should not come, and should leave me free

For I am waiting for you to respond my call

I wanted none to lose and all to win

But defeating me was the aim I found there

Getting defeated is not a problem

But defeating me will never offer victory

The time is sharply 12 midnight

Each and every new day begins with nights!

My brother might have gone to the bed

Hoping that I will join him soon

But that depends on your arrival

Each and every sense of mine is dying

Appear and assure their revival

Do come my peace, even my shadow is crying

Losing my puissance completely now

It’s already 1:09 somehow

This world will be curious and not concern

To know our secret issue but I’ll never unveil

I realize now, I should not have joined

And I should not have gone also

Due to these blunders you went out of me

Here after it won’t happen so do come

Mind without peace is a senseless mind

And that is why it blabbers till 2:16

But blabbering the truth my dear peace!

I will take care of you like a child please?

I promise, for us, no one is needed

Here after, no one will be heeded

My mobile says its 3:33

I will be for you and you will be for me

I feel staggeringly thirsty now

The fire had burnt everything and dried my tongue

No idea of going down and taking water

I can survive with the hope of your arrival.

Feel like crying now but

My eyes have no tears to trickle

Feel like calling your name but,

My tongue fails to function

Oh my god! The time is 4 now!

My father would have been astir by this time

And surely will come to the terrace

I must pretend as if I’m sleeping

I’m running short of time my peace

Read this letter before someone notices

Come in before the sun comes out

And come in before my soul goes out

Something is pressing me down

I am observing a strange fatigue and closing my eyes

Falling like snows and falling here now

Falling… falling… and falling to reach you my peace.